Lost but never forgotten....

So today I went with my brother & his family & my mom to get family pics done since we've never done that.  this marks the first year i've ever gotten pics done by someone since the kids were born, since the divorce & ext. sure i've done the pics with my camera but to have it done by a professional...never happened before til today.  On our way my mom was telling me how C was talking about L & my niece asked who L was...C said "well I was a sick baby & was in the hospital a long time, and I have a twin sister L who died & she's up in heaven" C did it with tears in his eyes, but a 7yr old explained to a 9yr old his lil life story...she had no idea & she gave him a hug & said "i am so sorry".   Funny how they were talking about this on this day as today is the 

WORLDWIDE, Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day - Miscarriage, Stillbirth, SIDS.

weird right??  yeah I think so but I also think it was L saying.."hey mom i'm here".  Damn I love those lil signs!  they make my day, hour, week, month whatever!  I love it!  So we went & got the pictures done & even though L wasn't here, she was in our hearts & on our minds.  Thanks C for bringing her up on this special day.   I'm gonna go light my candle tonight & think of lil one (like that doesn't happen everyday) and honor her tonight.  

I love you lil one. 

Always & forever!