I often wondered why we all thought of Lilly to be a butterfly. and it finally came to me. (before i explain, i'll share a lil something then it will all make sense to you all hopefully like it did me & my mom) I ordered caterpillars online (yes I fell for the gimick but dang it, I wanna teach my kids & well I want my own butterflies) & we're sitting here watching them eat & grow & form a cocoon & then my mom & i are sitting here one day talking about how cool it is, how they're tightly wrapped in a cocoon & then they free themselves & turn into this beautiful butterflies & they don't live for a long time, but for their short time, they bring smiles to people.
Ok the whole cocoon thing is how my Lilly was in womb. her animo sack had lost all of it's fluid & her sack was wrapped around her like a cocoon & the nurses had to tear her sack to bring out this small tiny beautiful baby girl.
It makes sense even though I didn't realize it, but I guess in the back of my mind I always had that thought & saying it out loud makes sense that is why we think about her as one & brings us peace when we see one cause we think it's Lilly coming to visit us. & my need for her butterfly tattoo. and to those who lost a baby who is trying to heal, if you can deal with a lil pain, I strongly recomend the tattoo for a source of healing. it helped me ALOT. it took me 6.5 yrs to get mine, but I had to find the perfect one. I feel at peace since getting it. So yes my Lilly is a beautiful butterfly <3
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