I think i'm to negative of a person..Looking on fb tonight reading my statuses & yeah I post alot of neg. bs. hmmm! I need to change that. I mean really what do it have to be unhappy about really? I got my kids full time (they drive me crazy but it could be worst), my bills are paid, I'm back in school, I have a full time job, a great support system when it comes to family, friends & loved ones. I'm probably in the best shape i've been in a long ass time, but yet i'm still bitchy?!?! hmmm wtf is my problem. I don't have a boyfriend & well frankly that shouldn't be the problem. Met a guy who could have given me what I wanted, but I wasn't into him, so he dumped me cause I was to selfish. ok whatever. so I'm still on the dating sites looking for "mr right". so the no boyfriend thing shouldn't be my problem because I won't settle for anything less then what I want.
So now i'm sitting here going wtf is your problem, why so negative & I cannot come up with a single reason why I am the way I am. I need to change this shit. I got a good life minus a few things I would want, but those will come sooner or later. Now I need to change my mind set & get happier thoughts. being sarcastic is fine sometimes, but not out right bitchy & a downer everyday. I'm gonna get up loosing friends if I don't know this shit off.
ugh! ok...change of thinking change of thinking change of thinking. shit! ok here we go... :)
xoxo ~Shelly
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